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Sun, 25 Oct 2009 08:14:30 -0700

"Drinking is an emotional thing. It joggles you out of the standardism of everyday life, out of everything being the same. It yanks you out of your body and your mind and throws you against the wall. I have the feeling that drinking is a form of suicide where you're allowed to return to life and begin all over the next day. It's like killing yourself, and then you're reborn. I guess I've lived about ten or fifteen thousand lives now." -- Hank.

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Fri, 23 Oct 2009 09:05:39 -0700

i got laid off yesterday at 4:15...
they took my job
my keys
my i.d. card
and a bit of my pride
i didnt do anything wrong
but now
i
am
a 31 year old
single girl
with no job...
this is a sign
it is time to go...

http://ladybug514.stumbleupon.com/review/36942884/

Sat, 17 Oct 2009 21:31:52 -0700

it is easier to believe what you need than what you know...

http://ladybug514.stumbleupon.com/review/36809840/

Mon, 12 Oct 2009 17:33:03 -0700

?what...? why? i got this sent to me today...

"This is a mass share message. plz subscribe to me if you like my pages. As we all know with the new SU there are no friends. Thnx."

why cant we have friends anymore? did i miss something?

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Mon, 05 Oct 2009 08:25:51 -0700

i think im finally ready to move on...
i miss this-
i need this-

http://ladybug514.stumbleupon.com/review/36439984/

Mon, 28 Sep 2009 09:17:01 -0700

my strength is not strong
and sometimes it scares me

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Fri, 25 Sep 2009 15:23:46 -0700

will anything ever fill this emptiness

http://ladybug514.stumbleupon.com/review/36356615/

Thu, 24 Sep 2009 21:12:21 -0700

When I'm lost in the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way, when I'm scared losing ground
When my world is going crazy you can turn it all around
And when I'm down you're there pushing me to the top
You're always there giving me all you've got

For a shield, from the storm for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you

When I lose the will to win
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again
I can do anything 'cause your love is so amazing
'Cause your love inspires me
And when I need a friend you're always on my side
Giving me faith taking me through the night

For a shield, from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong and for the will to carry on
For everything you do I turn to you yeah

For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain
For truth that will never change for someone to lean on
But for a heart I can rely on through anything
For the one who I can run to oh I turn to you

For a shield from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you

and then you left...

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Thu, 24 Sep 2009 21:08:05 -0700

* Denial (this isn't happening to me!)
* Anger (why is this happening to me?)
* Bargaining (I promise I'll be a better person if...)
* Depression (I don't care anymore)
* Acceptance (I'm ready for whatever comes)
* Numbness (mechanical functioning and social insulation)
* Disorganization (intensely painful feelings of loss)
* Reorganization (re-entry into a more 'normal' social life.)

Elizabeth Kubler Ross

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Sun, 20 Sep 2009 11:51:11 -0700

asaya, laura (with her ring! :) me and cousin kate...
i was at a memorial yesterday for one of my best friends (laura) from elementary - high school...
her husband died last saturday night very unexpectedly-
for reasons that are long and deep and sad, she had to sell her wedding rings for $ several weeks prior - rusty didnt know she did this, she went to target to buy fake rings so she could still have something on her finger...
as i awaited the day i knew i would have to see her and hold her and try to be ... positive
i couldnt stop thinking... what can i possibly do for her...
then it happened, her cousin (kate) and i were told the story about her wedding rings...
we found out what jeweler she sold them to-
we snuck out and found the place - it was closed until monday
so we started knocking on doors around his store (its in a neighborhood) to see if anyone knew his name or where he lived...
long story short - we found the house - he pulled in his driveway as we were about to pull away, we told him the story, he remembered her (she had been in since to look at them since she sold them) he took us to his store, got the rings and we bought them back!!!!!
we got back to the house and she was sitting with her mom and aunt, as we walked up her eyes were huge and we got a "WHERE HAVE YOU GUYS BEEN, I THOUGHT YOU LEFT!!!"
then we handed her the rings that rusty bought her that she had to give up...
it was an amazing feeling and the look on her face and the tears in her eyes and the way she was shaking as she took off the target rings and put on her beautiful diamonds...
thats what i was able to do for her... and rusty...
it was a feeling that you dont get very often and it was a feeling i will never forget
her cousin and i gave her back something she thought she would never have again, it wasnt rusty, but it was as close as we could get...

laura, rusty, and kate her cousin...