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Fri, 09 Oct 2009 05:49:19 -0700

I rubbed my eyes and woke to night
biting my face with a cold breath.
Electric in my mind has me beaming,
Seemingly believing the dreams still in my head.
A bed that beckons with a lingering warmth,
Storms my will to stay awake,
Mistaking my state, I know I am,
Faking sleep, still dreaming, eyes open.

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Tue, 07 Jul 2009 19:14:17 -0700

Your life was hard. And you needed someone to make you feel like you were loved. And so I did that for you. And once you were satiated, you decided it was better to move on to the next step in your life. You want to thank me for helping you through that part of your life, but I am not the next step in your life. It's okay, you're no different than anyone else. I planned it this way too.

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Tue, 26 May 2009 14:53:18 -0700

only on the edge and absolute brink of happiness does sadness bubble up, splash me on the cheek making me lose my balance and fall all the way in. I'm able to observe this. Now what's the next step?

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Thu, 30 Apr 2009 14:54:21 -0700

are you a ghost?
are you an enigma trapped behind a blur?
do you exist only in people's minds, and only after an intoxicant is triggered?
do their hands tremble in the waves of excitement you're extracting from them?
you seem to live in a foggy world,
where you're persona is alluring,
and your form is filled in by what we want,
but your secrets are the only truth.
and we want those too.
oh, and we want to fix your squeaky bicycle pedals.

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Sun, 19 Apr 2009 21:31:03 -0700

Oh my god. No. Seriously. OMG. Really? You were in love with that freckled asshole? OMG! What a douche bag!!! Get over it, that dude doesn't even look like Jesus. What a fucking douche. Good job on bagging that one.

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Mon, 30 Mar 2009 17:39:06 -0700

The truth is, I miss you already.

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Thu, 26 Mar 2009 15:44:22 -0700

I'm feeling my dark side,
scratching from the back of my eye.
If it were left for me to decide,
I'd curl up with the dead and die.

Clouds of ash brush my synapsis,
leaving me without desire to exist.
If only I wasn't left with this,
Plain excuse to submit.

I'd ride a wave of adrenaline,
Lift myself to begin again,
Fold my fingers in a roll of ten,
And break down the face of hatred.

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Thu, 26 Mar 2009 09:28:40 -0700

blacklight moonshine
rolling sun lines
catch fast, bad times
to change

sun burnt eyeballs
scathed from falls
take down walls
and change

running away
chase the next day
it's time to pay
with change

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Thu, 26 Mar 2009 09:22:12 -0700

you've got fingers on your silver cigarette,
leaving golden nicotine stains

drowned by drinking candlelight
you won't ever wake

think these things are yours
you won't ever change

you ride your own ruin
run round, mind out of a cage

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Fri, 27 Feb 2009 17:28:43 -0800

Express it, express it, express it,
because it takes a moment's happiness
to repress it and forget it.

These moments don't have to happen,
but negative thought can be a
hell of a teacher if you let it.

I've had ups and been lost in it,
Never wanting down, but also been down in it,
And that's when I want to stop giving in, and win again.