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Thu, 13 Mar 2008 07:22:56 -0700

2:30 A.M. {3-13-2008}
Ah, my good friend inspiration, why must you always come at two thirty in the morning? Perhaps tonight it is the tea, of which I think I will have another cup. My life has been odd lately, therein I mean good. The college has left an unpleasant taste in my mouth for the last two years, but I find myself actually getting. *excited* for a class, and *excited* for next semester. It took me a while to decide what I wanted to do but now I think I am on track, so with a summer class or two I'll be right where I need to.
Today was odd...
Woke up at eight today for no apparent reason. I feel asleep again until nine, which is when I like to be up. I love the mornings. I put in a load of laundry, made a cup of tea and sat in the backyard. I thought about all the things I have here in my comfortable life, and the things I still want. Overall it was quite pleasant. I swept the back porch so I could truly enjoy the morning. On Tuesday I had some homework I needed to finish in the morning so I got up earlier than I usually do on school days which yielded the opportunity to watch the sunrise. I have the feeling I may get to do so again today.
She and I...
It's just Minka and I right now, the night shift troopers. Honestly I haven't felt this awake in a long time. I'm working on my second cup of caffeinated tea so that may have something to do with it.
Later that Day...
After I sat on the porch a bit I went inside and fed the cats. They always seem so hungry, but Minka is fat; now we buy the healthy weight formula and eat once a day, I like to believe she has lost a pound or two. Most of the morning was spent walking to the mail box. I checked the mail every hour on the hour from 10-2 then once at 4. It happened to be a day were I received no bills, magazines, or ads, not even a credit card application. I am quite puzzled by the concept of a mail box being devoid of mail on a Wednesday. It's not that I am not expecting anything in particular; I just like mail, a lot. Possibly obsessive compulsively...possibly. I cleaned out the fish tank today. Milkshakes (the Killer of Doom) seemed happier and even got a freeze dried worm because I accidentally dropped him on the counter in the process of transferring him out of the bowl for a bit. He has been around since last January, so now he is about a year and two months old. Back in the dorms he was a top of the line pet. Now he takes second place to the Cats, but ranks above the broken 360 which is on its way to the factory and will hopefully be back soon for my online gaming pleasure.
Sleep...
I don't even feel like I need it right now. I have delusions of sleeping today. I haven't pulled an all nighter since my Chinese project last semester. I don't mind them so much, so long as they don't happen too often.
Paper...
I should be working on my paper you say? That is probably true, but I felt the need to let something else out. I've been writing about the Chinese Consumerist Culture all morning, afternoon, evening, and night. There was a trip to KFC and a movie thrown in there, but my laptop was sitting on me if I should become inspired, ready to receive my thoughts.
Wanted...
Lately I've been feeling both wanted and unwanted quite often. There are two people that have become interesting to me, both for about the same amount of time. I think of them quite often, and the conflicts that arise in that want. I am really enjoying being single right now. It's been relationship to relationship since July. It is odd being single again. I am happy, which is much more important than I previously realized. No matter how much you care about someone you have to be careful because that may not be a mutual feeling. I suppose it is worth it for the time before things get difficult, I suppose.
Minka is going down fast. My partner in late night life is asleep. I alphabetized my DVD's a little while ago, it felt oddly satisfying.
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